Sunday, 14 June 2015

Two Questions That I Already Know The Answer To, But Keep Asking Myself Anyway.

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1) How do you help someone when - for whatever crazy, twisted reason - they don't want to be helped?

2) How do you mend the broken heart of a mother when that self same person self destructs, piece by piece?

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I know the answer.
     I do.
     But my mind can't accept it. Doesn't want to accept it.
     It keeps trying to find a new answer. A better one. One that can fix it.

I desperately want, need, to fix it.

But I can't.
     I can't fix it. I can't fix him. I can't fix her. I can't fix them.

...I am so bloody tired...

Alice x

1 comment:

  1. This sounds exactly like what I kept asking myself . . . and then in November of 2013 my Mom passed away. Even during her last days, her only concern was my brother. Hope your situation isn't as dreary.

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