I am being lazy today.
Walking the dog, and typing up already existing snatches of The Story that I've had scattered across the house on various bits of paper in various notepads - and have been meaning to get around to sorting out - were the the only goals of the day, and I've accomplished both of them already.
Now, all that is on the agenda is relaxing.
That, and catching up on episodes of Law & Order and N.C.I.S.
Yep.
Corpses, cops, and lawyers: you can't get more relaxing than that.
=nods. yawns. stretches=
Anyhoo.
Hi.
=waves=
I haven't posted for a while, because my emotions have been all over the place, to the point that simply making myself get up in the morning to face another day has been hard.
So, it's been as much as I can do to keep plodding along in the real world, let alone thinking of things to say within the cozy confines of my little online one.
But over the past few days, I have started to feel better.
I wouldn't say I'm completely back to normal, not yet, but I've sufficiently improved enough to feel as close as being back to normal as is probably possible for the moment. Close enough to take real pleasure in things again; to laugh, and to smile, and to notice the positives in the world around me...
Just better in general, really.
I have the next week off from work - my paid work, that is, my new, mini unpaid gig at The Library will continue unabated. My first booked one-on-one appointment is booked for tomorrow at 2PM - and have various bits and bobs to be getting along with; the main ones being helping The Brother to decorate his flat, practicing ready for the choral concert next Saturday, and getting more of The Story out of my head and onto paper (or, in this case, onto computer).
And, of course, spanning further into the future, I have other goals that I am working towards, too,
Attending college and continuing to look for a better job are at the forefront, along with finishing one or more of the books I have been working on, and of course there's the next touring holiday to start saving for - that'll take about a year and a half. I was thinking Tuscany this time, or perhaps Croatia; they grabbed me as fascinating/fun - and once the 8 weeks probationary peroid is up I'll be hoping to extend and expand my duties at The Library, and then there are a few smaller things I have been (and intend to carry on) concentrating on as well.
Plans are in motion, anyway.
This afternoon, though, as I said; there is only one thing I plan to do.
And that is to sprawl out, kick off my slippers, and laze the day away.
Because I can.
Yep.
=nods=
...Happy Sunday, y'all...
B.C.B.F.L.B x
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